I had a dream shorty after you died. We were on a glorious beach like we have been so many times before. You were sitting a bit above the ocean on our towels, while I went hunting for treasures. When I looked back up, you were gone. No sign of you anywhere. I went searching. I combed the beaches and I swam the ocean looking for you. I asked the front desk if they had seen you. Did you check into our room already? That must be where you are. The consierge took me to look and see if you had checked in, but you had not. You were not in the room. He took me to search the resort. I couldn’t find you. You were just gone. No explanation, no sign of you. Where did you go? Where did you get lost? I keep looking, keep searching, but you are nowhere.